This is my home, and this the place
Where all my wandering ends.
And this is where i find at last
My work, my wife, my heart is broken.
Feeling Cold.
How sad if you cannot protect someone you love :(
How do you feel when you are late to protect someone that you love :(
Superman did it :) If you accept everything from their mistake, you’re one of the Superheroes :)
January

I wish today is january 1st, i’m done with this year, I’m tired and stuck of everyone here, I just need some time alone and please fresh air stay with me before I’m ready to come back home.Maybe there is something else out there doenst bring sad for u and me. I can feel it in my heart the day i started to dream, I’m standing still above the green grass look at the sky and cloud is moving fast than before, from focusing to bluring, turn the subject and missing. And now i understand, there is more than this situation cant help us. I cant let this place keep me down..down..down to the ground.. this is not they way I live for, and this is not the way u wanted more. I just need to get out from here. Please keep me chin up and wait for me January.
Ammore Annascunnuto (Hidden Love)
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White, holding the red rose, while waiting for her, music accompanying him and so, dancing is the only way to cheer himself up. He is happy while waiting for his lovely lady. From happiest to saddest, from fast to slow, but happy smile never change to frown of anger, it shows in his own dance movements with a right patent. Day till night, Man and streetlights are the witness of the story and they feel it in their heart. White immediately presents the red rose and keep his chin up after he sees Yellow walk in from the dark. Yellow doesn’t show any affection of missing him, she stop moving and do nothing even when she see White giving her a red rose. White surprised by it and had a bad feeling but still staring and waiting for Yellow if she might ask him for love again. People walk and talk, but white just keep silent and locked. White watching and watching and still standing, till the last of his moves, Yellow with her swing.
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The song is so perfect, full of instruments, the lyrics is meaningful. Celine Dion with the lovely voice is the only one who got that kind of talent. But the question is. what is gonna happen if you were at White position? How does it feel? Planning for everything? Waiting for answers? Never give up till the end of life?
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If me, I’m just gonna do it even if it’s hurt, with no answers or no reply. I’m still gonna do it cause I love her so deeply in my heart.
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Lyrics
Cuant anne pe
Stu munne e cuant anne ancora
Si se putess
E si teness a pacienza
Simme accusì
Nuje c’annammuramme
Fine a chiagnere
Niente e nisciune
Chistu desiderie e te
Scuseme si nu scrive chiù
Ma o saje ca jev a nun murie
Sto semp a fà coccos …
E nu ma bbaste maje
Pe cchelle ca rimane ca
Pe cchelle che è succiese
Dinte a st’ammore annascunnuto
Si fanne
Veré e’stelle tutte
E vote ca rire
E se ne vann
E’stelle n’ciele
Si chiagne
Nu teng mo chiù lamient
O saje
Sta tutt appost
Dint a sta ammore
Vuò sta annascunnuto.
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Translate
How many years in
This world and how many years more
If it is possible
And if we have the patience
We are made like this
We fall in love
Until we cry
Nothing and nobody else
I want only you
Sorry for not writing you anymore
But you know I wasn’t going to die
I always do something …
And I can’t get enough
For what I left behind
For all what happened
In this hidden love
They bright
All stars
Every time you smile…
And they leave
Stars in the sky
If you cry
I don’t feel pain anymore
You know
It’s allright now
In this love in which
You want to hide.
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Rating for this song is 4 stars :)
29.9 miles away
From

To

29.9 Miles away
only can be true after using the same route
At the first attempt to identify locations took me 31 minutes drive at 80Km per hour, never had troublesome even dry throat.
26 minutes for normal rate 100Km per hour. is that normal. ahahhaha.
for many times after using the same route, time has shown significant changes at 18 minutes per hour changes in time, the obvious success of achieving goals.
Nobody gonna care how far u go for it
they are only interested to know when u “Get it”
But she always reminds me “dont go to fast, we will be fine together, even in slow motion”.
Only with her i will drag the time. i wish i could stop the time at the same time, at the same moment with her.
29.9 Miles is not so hard
The hardest thing is about “Not gonna make it”.
but for me, the most painful suffering, is when im looking for answers and thiking twice n more, without realizing that tears flowing down like heartless.
what if there’s no more 18 minute for 29.9 miles at 120Km per hour?
one day when the body is pulled back to the ground, the spirit will use the same way as ever to see her.
although it takes me about six hours just to walk alone,
But I believe the excitement will overwrite the existing depression of sadness.
If I was given the opportunity to make requests for the last time, i will be going to her which using the same way but,
when im arrived, i wish that there’s no way back home cuz my only home is with her.
Ookay Now im still Alive,
so I will always be in the 29.9 miles away. Love Allah S.W.T, Love my luvly Family, Love her n her coolest Family, Love my Crazy Friends and appreciate them all.
p/s : To Amil thanks for those photos, To human, drive safely.
I’m totally inspired by the video! I love the seahorse at the back with a robot voiced. Ahahaha! It’s freaking funny and the lyrics is awesome! Ahahahah! Yeah, i love YesMan the movie. I love Von Iva and of course Zooey Deschanel she’s cuteeeeeeee…! Trust me once u sing this song with the lyrics u will sing it again when u shower. Ahahahhahaha!
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Munchausen By Proxy f/ Zooey Deschanel & Von Iva - Uh-Huh Lyrics
“Hello.
Jake.
Penelope.
Rodrigo.
Phillip.
Zachary.
We are Munchausen By Proxy.”
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I should have been the one to break up with you
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
I wanna snap your neck and spit on you.
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
If I got a call and said you were dead
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
I’d shrug my shoulders and I say what-ev
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
Hey have we met before? Oh yeah I think we have
Because we only dated for four and a half years
No big deal, I’ve only witnessed you sitting on the couch
Watching Next in your undies,
But its cool that you act like you have no idea who I am.
I saw you thursday at the arclect
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
I was on a date you ruined my night
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
I saw you shopping at the trader just
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
I see you everywhere it really blows.
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
Its so weird because when we used to go out you never even liked the TJ wantons
And now we have to drive all the way to marvista or some stupid place and eat
Some stupid butter-nut squash raviolli or something becuase you took the last bag like some
immature little clown.
I saw you a my records last night
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
You straighten your hair and had a henna tatto
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
I wanna shove your face just shove it.
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
My mother thinks youre in the closet
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
Hey, did you ever meet my friend Ian?
He’s a coumputer hacker.
He helped me erase your Myspace page,
And your band’s Myspace page,
And your Facebook page.
Happy networking asshole.
So rememebr all the stuff you forgot
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
After you just bought.
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
I’d like to see the look on your greasy face.
You said, Who are you? Who are you?
And so for sixteen hundy on audi base?
He said, I know you. I know you.
Uh-huh.
Cause she’s hot

Why She’s Hot:
- Zooey Deschanel. Just look at her. There is no denying her beauty. Whether she is blonde, brunette, or red, she is always gorgeous.
- This girl can sing. She is part of the band She & Him. Her voice. It’s not whiny or poppy, it’s pure and beautiful. Just like the rest of her … minus the pure part.
- She is married to one of the greatest song-writers ever, Mr. Benjamin Gibbard of Death Cab For Cutie. Threesome now, please?!
- Just her overall look. She is adorable. Time to break it down: her body, her eyes, her lips, her hair, her style. Everything.
- Have you heard she has a twin? Her name is Katy Perry. God decided that just one Zooey wasn’t enough for the world, so he created another. I’m sure we would all be okay if he created even more.
Photos for laughing
Cat has fever

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Praying dog and boy

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Rabcat

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I got the ball

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Dont cry

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Go home mom

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Hot dog

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Rapist

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Busted

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Cat face

Last night Jaja sent me the short film script on Facebook for me to read it.
The script is very short, simple yet amazing. She asked me to make an audio and music score for her short film. She gave me a song as a reference by Donovan - Donna Donna. This song reminds me of one of my friends, named Jojo, a senior of Punk Nazi Group at Sogo long time ago in 2001. I didn’t join the group because I didn’t find it necessary. I just loved to play skateboard and hung out with him and talked about music. Jojo was the one who introduced me to Folk genre, and the first song I listened to was Donovan’s.
As far as I know, the original song is in Yiddish language, but then I would like to tell you guys the real meaning of this song in English version. So, let’s hear it first and see the lyrics.
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Donovan - Donna Donna lyric
On a wagon, bound for market
Theres a calf with a mournful eye
High above him, theres a swallow
Winging swiftly through the sky
How the winds are laughing
They laugh with all their might
Laugh and laugh the whole day through
And half the summers night
Donna donna
Stop complaining, said the farmer
Who told you a calf to be?
Why dont you have wings to fly with
Like the swallow so proud and free
Calves are easily bound and slaughtered
Never knowing the reason why
But whoever treasures freedom
Like the swallow has learned to fly
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This song is good and sad but Jojo was always laughed happily everytime he hears this song because he himself is a racist! So I asked him, “What is so funny about this song?” Then he told me the secrets behind the song. The song is about Nazi and Jewish which are related to holocaust. These are the hidden meanings:
Wind = Nazi Soldier
Farmer = Slave Driver
Swallow = People that have blonde hair, blue eyes, and not Jewish.
Calf = Jewish
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After I knew the hidden meaning of this song, it really make me feel sad because I hate holocaust, Nazi, Jewish, Israel or in other word, I hate fighting and wars.
The recent news of the Israeli violence really crushed my heart. But then, when I listened to this song again just now I didn’t feel sad like I used to… Even the lyrics didn’t bother me and I suddenly got the feeling of eating a beef burger! Ahahaha! So I ran to the nearby burger stall (Uncle Razid’s) and got myself a double cheese black pepper beef burger! It was so great! Ahuhuhuhuh.
So my ratings for Donna donna is ****